Daily Trixie

• 10:04 Okay . . . taking advantage of family being out of the house to have my breakfast and breathe deeply before my mom arrives & chaos reigns. #
• 12:21 Mmmmm . . . burrowed under heavy blankets & piles of pillows & slept, having a much-needed dream-induced orgasm during my nap. #
• 13:16 Didn’t realize my mom’s here; she’s talking to Delia now re: her usual "let’s calculate the mileage here from 3 different starting pts". #
• 13:18 Hiding in my room waiting for her to exhaust this extremely annoying & bizarre fixation of hers. Maybe next will be more entertaining . . . #
• 14:50 It’s so weird; talking to my mom is like 150% awesome and 20% batshit crazy annoying infuriating. I do love her! #
• 17:34 Mmmmm — my bday party dinner made by Delia was potato leek soup, deviled eggs & sprout beds, and a cold noodle salad I love. #
• 21:46 Awesome. Major confrontation with our mom over her for-shit communication winds up with just about the worst response possible. Whatever. #
• 23:55 After hours of emotionally exhausting talking & shouting (on half-deaf ears) with my mom, my sister & I are taking a walk. #

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• 11:31 Just woke up; made the mistake of starting my day by revisiting a really offensive thread on an adult "webmaster" board. #
• 12:53 Another bitch from Trixie: I loathe all the little details I have to focus on, like having to jump through hoops to verify info on domains. #
• 13:24 Must break out of cycle of click frenzy by getting up for some breakfast. After just three or four more clicks. Click! Click! #
• 14:25 Sunshine is yummy; just did some naked stretching & unwinding in our southern-exposed parlor. Might go back for more. #
• 15:35 Coming soon for members: the difference between 6′ and 6’4" (in words, not pictures, but that’s a good idea for the to-do-someday list). #
• 15:41 Perfectly timed poop is allowing me to now take my shower content in the knowledge that my conscience will remain clean for rest of day. #
• 16:54 Reminder to self: having bangs again means never, EVER, letting them dry naturally. Wavy cowlick craziness doesn’t set well on my forehead. #
• 17:19 So what if I have Leif Garrett bangs??? Fuck off!!! #
• 17:21 I know it’s a silly problem to have but I just have no fucking idea how to work with this haircut. Think I need to embrace heavier products. #
• 18:05 Yummmmmm . . . just shared a kiss after the tastiest morsel of mushroom Delia fried up. So romantic & delicious. #
• 18:37 Watching Aliens in America, eating cous cous with lemon, shrimp, onions, and sun drieds. With a side of steamed broccoli. #
• 21:24 GodDAMN — how many bony, skinny-ass girls can the hegrephiles possibly want to see? The Peterphile needs JUST ONCE to have a plumper. #
• 21:50 Something is really wrong with a world where someone got paid to write this promo text: "THE HOTTEST MOST ARMATURE BOYS ON THE NET". #
• 23:33 Watching Idol. After demolishing a whole plate of sliced apples, I still want MORE FOOD. Heating up chili. I just want to EAT MORE. #
• 23:39 And I’m not over-eating because I’m sad. I’m over-eating because I feel great & only need to shovel in food to reach perfect state of being. #
• 00:17 Glargh!! Foiled by our DVR which apparently fucked up everything past twink angel David Archileta. Watching Wild Things instead. #
• 01:13 Photo of lucky charm we found in the woods on St. Pat’s Day: trixie.com/?p=207 #

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• 10:57 Slept really well last night. I have an hour to do a million things before chat session at noon. #
• 11:04 Sign of webwhore: buying myself some traffic for my birthday. #
• 13:18 Rock on!! Got this (in black) for my bday: tinyurl.com/2qmbet (been wanting long time) #
• 13:18 Now I am going to get outside for some MUCH NEEDED fresh air & exercise. #
• 16:17 Just got an awesome email from the splendid www.redlightruby.com . Flattery gets me humbly horny. #
• 18:24 Need to reset my machine; both it and our connection has been very sluggish today, posing annoying obstacles to uploading promos & stuff. #
• 19:09 Delia’s doing her show & I am very sleepy. Must press on to post green gallery before St. Pat’s day is over for everyone. #
• 20:17 Going to take a quick bath before my chat session at the top of the hour. Having hard time resisting my new black cordless vibrating dildo. #
• 21:19 I think it’s cool to play Nina Simone on St. Patrick’s Day. #
• 22:11 It’s probably not a good idea to put the bottle of nail polish remover right next to the bottle of mouthwash. #
• 22:41 I cannot watch High School Confidential; it is way too exploitative and makes me feel uncomfortable. It’s just wrong. #
• 00:32 Is it my imagination or are all the pajama sets at Nordstrom hideously ugly & unflattering? Going to bed. In ugly old pj’s. #

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• 09:13 Just woke up; going to have some more morning sex today after we do a couple of other things (let dog in & out 11 times, etc.). #
• 12:33 I sleep so much better with a hot load of spooge in my cooze (and I wake so much better by rattling off obscene words). #
• 13:10 Thinking about breakfast. And housework. And my sore knee and back. And how I’m aging. #
• 14:59 Having a good time cleaning house at my own scattered, inefficient pace. #
• 16:11 Sorting & organizing my (don’t laugh) candles between bedroom & hall closet by scent, color, size, shape, etc. Need more unscented candles. #
• 16:56 Survived phone calls with my mom & sister making arrangements for their visit later this week for my birthday. Mom on phone = torture. #
• 17:13 I need to have some lunch or something like it. A yolky fried egg on a muffin and hot tea, perhaps? #
• 21:16 Our bedroom smells delicious & will be even BETTER when we bring in enchilada leftovers. Been working now it’s time for a break. #
• 23:34 Listening to Big Country while I edit some really dorky pictures of me for St. Patrick’s Day. #
• 02:09 Lucky green pics of me & blog entry: tinyurl.com/2ruxpr #

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• 09:38 Awake for two seconds, sitting at computer when we just lost power momentarily. Thank god for my surge protector/battery backup. #
• 09:39 FYI: we are going to have some extremely lazy sex within the hour. #
• 09:54 Okay, we’ve almost got all of our cams back up after that interruption in our power. #
• 10:00 Sigh. Have to reset a machine to get our spycams back up on HouseCamz. This power blip has been almost like coitus interruptus. #
• 11:29 Had a pleasant fuck and now it’s time to start getting ready for show #1. Going to be dorky & no orgasm; I’m abstaining from vibes til April #
• 14:49 My show was pleasant, but better was reading cool pen-pal-like letter from a member WITH PICS of things girls like to see: house, yard, etc. #
• 15:21 Feeling very sentimental (in a good way); hope to have time & focus to blog about it later. MUST complete members-only update & promo now. #
• 17:02 Raven Loves Trixie: trixie.com/?p=204 I need to find someplace to go play chess. #
• 17:21 New gallery & vlog posted for TastyTrixie.com members only. Time to get ready for show #2 (will also be softcore today). #
• 17:56 I got out a sheet of paper to jot down notes for some "brilliant" scheme. What was it? I can’t remember . . . showtime in four minutes. #
• 19:05 Ready for dinner after getting way too horny watching my puffy cunt on cam. Seeing it is way more of a turn-on to me than feeling it. True! #
• 00:46 Lucky charms: added a bunch of redheads & green to trixie.com/ . Some other politically incorrect stuff, too. #
• 00:52 Stupid description of implantation: "it may feel as if an angel is touching you inside the womb with the tip of the feathers of his wings." #
• 01:03 Was getting ready to hit the sack in a healthy way til I spied Delia’s Nerds Jelly Beans; ohhhhh so naughty & crunchy & goo! #
• 01:50 I have lost the ability to distinguish Bono from Robin Williams. #

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• 11:22 Just got up after another conception attempt. Going to crawl back into bed, though, with breakfast. Have had a headache since last night. #
• 12:43 Gross; headache morphed into the shits, nausea, and chills. Trying to figure out if puking will make me feel better. #
• 15:41 Urge to puke has almost passed, but still shitting brown frosting. Finally breaking the fast with a banana. #
• 16:39 I’m going to unfurl a yoga mat and pray/meditate/whatever-you-want-to-call-it. #
• 17:38 Responding to a few of my buttloads of backed-up emails. #
• 18:14 Going to make some soup to keep that banana company. Maybe tonight I can pop into chat while I make a music mix for shows tomorrow. #
• 20:51 Brushing my teeth, taking a bath, and hoping to finish my update for members. #
• 23:42 Uploads proceeding painfully slow. Updated Trixie.com galleries during the wait, still slogging so will post for members tomorrow. #

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• 08:47 We set the alarm this morning to have sex. That’s what conception is all about: spontaneity (snort). #
• 10:34 Been lying in bed keeping my cunt full of spunk; getting up temporarily to make some tea and grab a luna bar (which I’ll enjoy IN BED). #
• 11:34 Picking out some music to listen to while I download pics, edit a bunch and try to get a new gallery posted for members. #
• 13:24 Feeling frustrated by all of the little details I have to attend to and work I have to redo due to tech problems. #
• 13:34 A photo of my legs in stockings from yesterday: trixie.com/?p=202 #
• 13:43 Hypothesis: (head) hair fetishists tend to express their appreciation in "romantic" terms aka sounding more stalkerish than others. #
• 14:39 I wish my mom would NOT talk on her stupid fucking phone when she’s driving. It both worries and annoys me. #
• 14:41 Tested undeniably positive for LH surge just now; means we jumped the gun fucking this morning (for maximum results; hard to explain). #
• 15:30 Super stressed out; turning 35 next week & can’t handle thought of socializing even with family for bday with stress of trying to conceive. #
• 15:41 Did I miss Dacia on CNN? Shit. Tuned in to see someone who needs to be told that psychs don’t choose psychology; they’re just damaged. #
• 15:42 I need to eat & calm down, maybe even have a good cry. I won’t, but if I were to do it, I’m sure it would be healing & restorative. #
• 17:31 Taking my widening ass to an exercise class; it will do my mind/body/spirit good. Be back soon, greatly improved. #
• 18:58 Ahhhhhhhhhhh! I *love* new agey dancey exercisey martial artsy dorky classes. It’s like church & very tasty medicine in one. #
• 19:00 Now heading to the store to pick up some emergen-c: b-vitamins really REALLY help me to be/feel like less of an asshole. #
• 21:52 Edited some more pics & am now tired. Not as tired as other people I know, but tired enough for me to call it a night. Exercise = good sleep #
• 23:29 Frying some meatless sausage. And an egg. And toasting a muffin. Because it will FEEL good to eat them. #

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• 11:24 Didn’t get enough sleep but surfing new porn galleries for Trixie.com helped ease me into wakefulness. #
• 11:47 Downloading pics we shot yesterday and brewing some tea for breakfast. #
• 12:42 The only time my sister emails me is to try to get me to like Scarlett Johansson. It’s very strange. #
• 12:53 Back to the hotel for more shooting. We will probably come back home again to sleep (aka watch Idol, ANTM, etc. before bed). #
• 19:43 We’re HOME! We might be trying to conceive tomorrow AM; depends on how my next ovulation prediction test turns out tonight. #
• 22:38 Going to sleep early. Super wet & painfully horny all day = ovulation is on the way. Hope tomorrow is the lucky day (barf now if you want). #

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• 12:28 So much we need to do to get ready for shoot, but I need to waste time calling ccbill asking why our custom emails are gone/fucked up. #
• 12:42 On phone for 12 minutes now. Guy is really nice/helpful & prob is on their end, but honestly – this is the stuff I *hate* about my job. BS. #
• 12:58 Time for some breakfast and packing; Delia just got home from the gym but I’m still just waking up. #
• 14:31 There is something thrilling about the sound of leather & studs as I sort through and take down strap-on harnesses w/intent to use. #
• 14:57 Putting finishing touches on packing then we’re leaving for a couple days of shooting. Well, 1.5 days. I’ll be in & out for shower, dog, etc #
• 15:14 What I mean to say is that we’re staying very close to home. A good thing, but also leads to much distraction & procrastination. #
• 16:57 I’m getting showered, shaved & made-up at home while Delia does same in hotel room. So far we’ve accomplished: check-in & lunch. Ummm . . . #
• 17:17 Being poor & a girl w/a gf means sharing hair products & makeup. Meaning I’m at home without a single smear of leave-in conditioner. 🙁 #
• 18:08 And being a dumbass means blaming your gf when you can’t find something (like a bottle of conditioner) that’s right in front of your face. #
• 18:56 Trying to repress urge to bitch about how annoying the whole GROOMING thing is. Fucking nails, whiskers, hair & makeup. Ugh! #
• 19:09 Heading back to hotel now. My hormone levels are rising so Delia might not get to shoot any loads since we’ll need them for ovulation. Tense #
• 23:13 We decided to come home & sleep here, then go back to hotel tomorrow to shoot more. Only to discover our sites are down. WTF? Calling host. #
• 23:19 Host said they installed new hardware & something went awry but should be back up within the hour. Frustrating since I bought traffic today. #
• 23:38 Phew! Sites are back up so I can stop sitting here compulsively refreshing over and over again. Going to have a late dinner & tv. #
• 01:34 I’m embarrassing people around the world can hear how overwrought I’m getting re: American Idol. But Checkezie(sp) got gypped on praise! #

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• 12:41 Just paid some bills & wondered why it’s so hard to get my gym membership & an online subscription (not porn) canceled. #
• 12:59 Yay! BlogsAutomator now installed; enjoying the programmer’s "accent" you can read/hear in text ("don’t wait more!"). #
• 13:39 I think I need to eat some breakfast before I try to use more of my brain. #
• 15:42 Running downtown to check out a room we’ve reserved for shooting this week and going to the bank. #
• 17:03 Delia is feeling down in the dumps; wish I could do something to cheer her up but I know everyone has down days. #
• 17:42 Just RSVP’d a "no" on party with chicks I went to high school with. Between the porn career & trans partner it would be total Q&A all night. #
• 18:58 Delia’s show about to start. I’m doing little things on Trixie.com – adding adults-only meta tags & wondering why tag cloud isn’t updating. #
• 19:10 Mmmm . . . warming patchouli, rosewood & lavendar oils, munching on Green & Black’s dark choc. & cherry bar & tidying in bedroom. #
• 20:02 I’m in tears reading my Dr.’s newsletter (the one I can’t afford to go to now that I have insurance). Rock on, subversive Dr. Rock on. #
• 21:58 Reconnecting some of our spycams that inexplicably dropped. Had some dinner & going to watch High School Confidential. #
• 23:14 Replied to some email. Going to do some bizarre new agey guided dancing stuff. Must get new webcams w/better low-light sensitivity for this. #
• 01:01 Loaded up a dozen galleries to Trixie.com; my faves are the boys on the picnic & the blonde in the tight jeans. Time for bed! #

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