Daily Trixie

• 09:41 Listening to a great song called "Broken Monitors": sounds kind of like a synthesized Explosions in the Sky. #
• 11:08 Just spent some time journaling recovery stuff. Thinking about how/why I radiate anger, irritation & disgust. And how/why I can stop that. #
• 11:35 What time does the official inauguration action happen tomorrow? Do I really need to watch from 7 am to 1 pacific not to miss the glory? #
• 12:28 If I were Harry Potter for 10 seconds I’d totally clean my toilet using my magic wand. Having never been to Hogwarts I must do it manually. #
• 15:06 Just finished an hour of "pilates sculpt" with some cardio & stretching thrown in. Feeling warm, salty, strong and delicious. #
• 16:50 I feel like falling into a blissful sleep but not going to let myself; too much work to do. In a good way! #
• 17:31 It’s sushi time, motherfuckers!!! #
• 19:53 I’m so glad I downloaded these elaborate videos a guy made of himself fucking his blow-up dolls. They’re the best! #
• 20:27 With the lights off I saw the silhouette of an owl swooping in our backyard while I danced. I love raptors of the night! #

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• 10:14 Mmmm . . . woke up to a bright fog. First things I did: pet the dog, let the dog out, and snapped some pictures/played with light & camera. #
• 14:45 Very hungry after spending hours immersed in listening to/buying music & organizing it on iPod. #
• 17:32 My clit is so much more excitable & sensitive now that I’m doing camshows every other week instead of every week. #
• 20:09 Sorry, but I need to block a few people who are constantly dishing out guilt trips, BEGGING/WHINING for attention, etc. It’s disturbing. #
• 20:13 If you find I’ve blocked you, do me a favor; recognize I don’t have time or interest in tweeting hello, good morning, etc. to every/anyone. #
• 20:16 Look at my profile; I do not engage in those interactions w/ANYone, so don’t take it personally/send me mail with how hurt & bewildered U R. #
• 20:26 Burned three cd’s full of belly dance music; trying to make more time for music/dancing. With that, I’m going to dance in the dark now. #
• 21:35 Seeing myself in very DIM lighting is an incredible ego boost. Definitely an advantage of living with the long nights of winter. #
• 00:04 Don’t laugh, but I’m TOTALLY looking forward to going to bed now to watch "Illuminated Chakras": www.sacredcenters.com/ SO COOL! #

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• 10:02 Dreamed a camgirl was doing a show where she dunked her cat into her gaping vagina filled w/cheerios & vomit. It wasn’t a pretty sight. #
• 12:03 In members-only chat right now: tinyurl.com/spyonus #
• 17:00 Instead of having a nice aired-out bedroom, we now have a bedroom that smells like neighbor’s woodstove smoke. So "natural". #
• 18:58 About to jump into the shower & get ready for my show in an hour. I didn’t mean for that to rhyme so make that "my show in 60 minutes". #
• 21:47 The only BAD thing about owning The Polar Express dvd is I saunter through the house aggressively shouting, "hot CHAWklit! hot CHAWklit!" #
• 21:49 When I was twelve I could have so many more orgasms per 30 minutes than I can now. Oh well. I can always content myself with hot CHAWklit! #
• 00:25 I could spend all night watching shoperotic & pranking their 1-800 operators. The lady on the "men’s" line hung up on me. #

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• 12:39 I dreamed I went to the Dr. to show her thick, blood-coated surimi-like uterus debris I passed (whole thing was dream; no fish loaf here). #
• 15:31 God, I just want to work but at the same time I really NEED to get exercise. NEED, my friends, I NEED to exercise in fresh air. #
• 16:19 Guess I will exercise later. Took some Ritalin and will try not to explode physically until later. #
• 17:44 twitpic.com/13md6 – Even if I shot 1000 sets of pics in these shiny red pumps, tan stockings & white panties I’d never get bored … #
• 00:29 Mmmm . . . did some stretching, breathing, moaning, and rocking in the dark. My muscles and guts and brain and heart needed that. #

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• 10:53 And . . . my period started! Happy to have a temporary reprieve from PMS. Getting back into bed with tea and my hot water bottle. #
• 14:30 I can’t remember how old I am; am I still 35 or did I turn 36 already? This is confusing . . . Let’s see, I was born in March of 1973 so… #
• 14:46 twitpic.com/136pr – Doesn’t really show the auburn; I’ll be posting better pics in my blog in the next couple days & weeks. #
• 15:58 Better/bigger pic of my new hair plus my (same old) BOOBS: tinyurl.com/axrqfq #
• 22:16 Still not done editing photos. Got sidetracked jotting down a pornographic fantasy. For my own eyes only at this point. Getting sleepy. #

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• 12:05 Too much dreaming last night; best part: a lucid flying dream which almost turned into a sex w/hot girls dream until the Russians showed up. #
• 13:43 Watched some Twin Peaks for inspiration with my "morning" tea and luna bar. Now I need to do some shaving before we shoot. #
• 16:09 I hate time-consuming, imperfect process of shaving. I enjoy smearing on lotion afterwards & sliding things between smooth meat, though. #
• 17:04 Ugh. I forgot how annoying it is to pee without hair on my cunt, #
• 19:47 I thought my period was going to start the whole time we were shooting; would’ve been cute on my white satin panties, but glad it didn’t. #
• 22:27 This auburn hair color looks so much better on me than blonde. Still not as good as dark brown, though. #
• 02:59 Can’t fall asleep so I’m looking for the perfect make-me-sleepy book to read under the covers with a booklight. #

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• 07:11 Woke up to pee & couldn’t fall back to sleep. Heartburn from binge last night. Making some chamomile tea. Still like middle of night here. #
• 12:55 Heading out the door to get my hair colored and eyes examined. Looking forward to getting new frames & lenses! #
• 17:47 I am home now with an outrageous auburn-tinted Peg Bundy hair bump style & plano glasses to sample. Will try to snag a couple pics. #
• 21:15 When you do a retweet do you RT @ the person whose tweet you saw, or the person that THEY retweeted? #
• 23:39 Finishing up work on spreadsheets of expenses & credit card stuff. #

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• 11:35 Urrgghhh . . . I can tell I’m going to have to poop RIGHT when I should be leaving for a meeting. #
• 13:43 I’m a tired, puffy, unpleasant mess. If I were you, I’d set me on "ignore" until my period starts. #
• 13:44 Fucking papercuts!!! Hate you envelope!! IHU SOOOOO MUCH!! #
• 15:07 I had a much easier time getting to see a doctor quickly when I was uninsured. Go America, GO! Seriously, I should wait til FEBRUARY? WTF? #
• 16:29 Burst into tears after condescending nurse said, "so you’re worried you have a thyroid problem because you gained 3 pounds since last year?" #
• 16:30 Yeah, you’ve really got me all summed up you patronizing cunt. Actually I think I have a hormone problem BECAUSE I WANT TO KILL YOU! #
• 21:42 I hope they still have that five-after-five deal going on. My Fellow Fatties: you KNOW what I’m talking about. #
• 23:24 2 things I loved so much I ripped ’em out of magazines: Elizabeth Hurley w/ash blonde foil on brunette & illustration of LDS TEMPLE SQUARE. #

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• 11:29 It’s nice to wake up with a load of spunk in my cunt. What variety of tea should I brew to go along with that for breakfast? Hmmm. . . . #
• 12:57 Dear AOL user: no, I don’t know why you’re not able to download a .wmv file. Wish I could help but I’m not sure if we’d make much progress. #
• 13:10 Let’s see how many emails I can respond to in two hours. Realistically I know it won’t be very many. #
• 13:54 Man, who knew so many men in the south want to see women menstruating? I am so behind on these emails . . . #
• 19:23 Is there time tonight for: eating, shaving, shooting, talking to my wanker/"boyfriend", AND finishing this thing I’m working on? #
• 21:06 For sugar daddies: assuage my guilt over having two massages in one week: tinyurl.com/9apjva #
• 01:33 My boobs feel like giant heavy fat-balloons and I have a zit about the same size slowly mounding up on my chin. #
• 02:00 I could come from someone jiggling & shaking my belly fat back & forth & up & down. If I weren’t self-conscious about it. It moves my clit. #

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• 10:32 Excited that all the stuff we ordered for near-future shoots should be here today/earlier than anticipated so we have more wiggle room. #
• 12:22 I’m going CRAZY setting up different Google calendars for planning purposes. Very full. Hope it also makes me more realistic about limits. #
• 13:06 Sigh. Home alone means I can’t take a shower or I might miss the FedEx guy who needs a signature on this package we need. #
• 13:56 "From Scary Clowns to Republicans . . . no American citizen should be without one": www.velvetpaintings.com #
• 21:19 It’s amazing how much can be accomplished — how much you WANT to accomplish — when you don’t allow yourself to watch television. #
• 22:14 Do you think it’s weird that I’m clipping my pubic hair & saving it in a lavendar envelope? All I need is a pink ribbon to tie ’round it… #
• 22:35 FYI: I haven’t shaved in months & no, I don’t do it every time. It just smells so good; surely it’ll fetch a high price on the black market. #
• 00:29 I’m ashamed to admit that I gave into temptation; we’re watching tv. A little Simpsons, a little Fargo & who knows what else. #

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