• After days of agonizing & complicating things, I finally remember:
    MAYBE THIS PLAYED OUT THIS WAY BECAUSE I'M MENTALLY ILL. 02:33:32
  • (as scabby sores on my scalp throb because I've been obsessively & compulsively picking at them) 02:38:06
  • I finally realized it when examining how bizarrely I'm catastrophizing & imagining people hate me & that I'm much much worse than I am … 02:40:58
  • … & swinging to weird optimism & vanity, exaggerated emotions, not perceiving reality & distinguishing between what's important & not. 02:43:26
  • It's actually super helpful & clarifying & a relief to … idk maybe not. I'm embarrassed & worried about my brain. 03:02:30
  • Fucking hell. I do not want to have to be on medication all the time. 03:06:58
  • RT @enbrown: Queens women arrested for prostitution so they can be saved from imaginary traffickers, forced to take yoga classes – http://t… 13:21:13
  • RT @TrancewithMe: You are under NO moral obligation to follow an unjust law, and I would argue that one's moral obligation is to flout unju… 13:21:35
  • RT @drgoddess: Basically… “@Bipartisanism: #Ferguson http://t.co/9eWxG6r1M6” 14:24:16
  • So. Fucking. EXCITED – bearded 6'3" 23 year-old on his way over. I'm supposed to make porn but I just want to FUCK HIM RIGHT AWAY, no cams. 17:01:00
  • RT @BiIIMurray: Weird is just a side effect of being awesome. 17:01:10
  • @StonedEye hoping it will be more than *one* fuck this evening … 😉 in reply to StonedEye 17:16:21
  • And then Taurus makes my phones ring & my hands break into a sweat & heart starts pounding. #BadTiming 17:23:08
  • He's fully aware that that's the *plan*, @Do2U2one – but poor guy . . . don't want him to be all nervous the very first time. 😉 in reply to Do2U2one 17:23:56
  • I can't even listen to the voicemail; it will throw me off my game so bad. 17:24:54
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