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RSS- I need a Prefab Sprout immersion evening. The twelve year old in me wants to puke, but now? OMG the geniusnesses. https://t.co/1ILieIoqcE 01:07:59
- Ridiculously horny. Haven't used a vibrator in way over a week til now. My clit feels so fat & my pussy smells like metal. #tailendofperiod. 01:24:35
- Recent family time reminded me: I'd have died without books. Reading @DanielPinkwater tonight feeling saved again. https://t.co/YhWPgwJCfg 02:02:36
- I read way heavier books as a young adult than I can bear to touch in middle age. So now I revisit old escape comforts like #LizardMusic. 02:04:38
- So horny I'm not getting the sleep I need. #awake #throbbing #twitching #humpingair 08:43:47
- Yikes! There's an angry/scared animal in my bfast spot outside growling at me. IDK if cat or raccoon because I hightailed it out of there. 11:18:34
- Afraid #HelloMyNameIsDoris might hit too close to home & make me cry, esp. if I see it with my fave guy (who's a decade younger than I am). 12:56:30
- Especially since I'm Doris-like. & especially since I'm having some withdrawals from #seroquel. Uncontrollable crying is 1 of the symptoms. 12:58:16
- On the other hand they're giving away free popcorn for dressing up like Doris and that sounds like all kinds of fun. #permissiontocougdork 13:17:48
- After the cops came, but before I drank too much. https://t.co/AlXnEGTW6X 18:16:57
My Life Yesterday
April 10, 2016
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My Life Yesterday
April 9, 2016
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- My first grown-up bike, yards of fresh-cut grass, new big empty spaces, & so many sweet chances to grow. #freshair #reborn #spring 10:12:03
- On my paper schedule for the day, I have a space to write down challenges. Naming them makes them less distracting than floating in head. 11:26:16
- Example: I'm headachey today. When I write it down I see it's a real thing impacting my productivity but also I can do things to treat it. 11:29:12
- I also have a space for gratitude. Like today I'm grateful I can work outside wearing nothing but bloody underwear & a soft holey t-shirt. 11:33:52
- Keyboard shortcut alt+t to open new tab in browser (chrome included) is very annoyingly same to put @googledrive doc into trash. #sigh 12:04:43
- Breezy #spring air & sunshine on my #bignaturalboobs! #36DD #bumpy #nipples #giantareolas #jugs #cans #knockers https://t.co/0sIAS3NKb4 15:01:23
- Heads up pac nw gardeners (she also needs help with her mice-hurt piano)! https://t.co/WJucap6P3V 19:49:34
- TFW you watch the textual chemistry part of Young Adult & look at your phone for 10 seconds & it lights up with text from fave guy asking… 19:54:08
- … if you want him to make bananas & peanut butter french toast for breakfast.
It's a good feeling. Super duper good. Plus hugs & fucking. 19:56:45
- RT @BaileyJayTweets: Get yourself a fuck buddy you can have panic attacks in front of. 21:35:03
- Best #FF tip I can give you if you're not already an adoring fan of #BaileyJay https://t.co/i9W46tX8Co 21:42:08
- Have fun on https://t.co/qj8t7P9Qcw with #HeatherMadison: "New #cougar ready to teach the young boys how it's done!" https://t.co/swTMzM59ay 21:52:31
My Life Yesterday
April 8, 2016
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- Burying Grandma today. Woke up at 3:30. Can't sleep. Not even able to mourn her so busy grieving over other fucked up family shit. #loss 05:11:21
- When the sun finally came up I felt ok about waking up @DeliaTS by fondling her to fuck. I needed that. #sleepysex https://t.co/ZoqjEEopVA 06:53:32
- Afterwards when we got in the car alone, all @DeliaTS had to say was "Fictional Events Appearing Real". Everyone & everything put in place. 16:10:34
- My mom trying to put Grandma's wedding ring back onto her #dead hand. There were some tense… https://t.co/JLEqzSx5iA 16:24:55
My Life Yesterday
April 7, 2016
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- RT @DeliaTS: You'll never guess what I'm up to this afternoon . . . here's a little hint 😉 –> https://t.co/I7SY7GNKiZ 14:19:35
- RT @DaveKohenn: @DeliaTS ❤️You're like the mythological goddess.🙌🏻🙏🏻you look great and beautiful👏🏻👏🏻 https://t.co/AuO4Si0YtJ 14:23:40
- How did I miss this one?!? I guess I was too busy looking at her bare feet & toes. 😉 https://t.co/cEow4Ic4IY 14:24:19
- RT @strangerswmandy: Make sure to feel good in some way at least once a day, but as much as possible. Even if things feel hopeless. Especia… 19:27:47
- Love how #seroquel makes me feel ok just being myself. Then I feel sad when I realize that myself has no affect & avoids making eye contact. 21:02:16
My Life Yesterday
April 6, 2016
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- My wife @DeliaTS just stopped spooning me because I farted on her peen. 08:12:43
- Riding the #bus home. #pacificnorthwest #publictransportation #spring #green https://t.co/xwey4U2JRR 10:26:32
- So sad at my sister right now I'm just pacing in & out of the house weeping. 13:49:04
- I tweet more feelings than I share IRL. So they think I'm not feeling BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO HAVE/SHARE THEM where it's not good for me to. 13:51:54
- At its foundation, family is about interdependence for survival. Sooner or later survival stories get ugly, cruel &/or violent. Or just sad. 18:55:04
- Very worthwhile reading. No time / not interested / don't think so? At least read the very last line. https://t.co/B13RR4fGx0 19:25:59
- RT @DeliaTS: Doing a wee bit of camming this evening. Come stroke it with me!!! –> https://t.co/I7SY7GNKiZ 20:54:41
- Cuddling my pink elephant, on the rag with puffy eyes & not enough pills, listening to #DPinkwater read about his #BlueMoose. #comfort 21:32:48
My Life Yesterday
April 5, 2016
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- So helpful having minister basically insist I bring my wife @DeliaTS to Grandma's burial regardless of possible problems w/homophobic uncle. 12:53:14
- Sucks that I felt like I didn't do enough to earn* the right* to make* other* people* uncomfortable* by having my* closest family* with me. 12:56:16
- Having allies outside of immediate family, circle of friends, coworkers, etc. helps immeasurably for sane, simple perspective on what's ok. 12:58:06
- RT @DeliaTS: Back on cam for a bit this afternoon 🙂 –> https://t.co/I7SY7GNKiZ 13:54:52
- Who am I in relationship to these places, to these people? How are we so much a part of each other & so confused what it means, how to act? 17:16:47
My Life Yesterday
April 4, 2016
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- Having run-away-from-everyone distress feelings over family, values, sucking at things people want, needing to feel good about what I DO do. 02:00:29
- Feels darkly nostalgic, crying in middle of night in this house I grew up in, wanting to just BE GONE/hide from here. #selfish #depression 02:39:41
- I can't tell whether my desired boundaries are healthy or just me being a dramatic selfish lazy bad-priorities mean sack-of-shit. 02:43:40
- Wishlist: a hut deeper in the woods, a couple of chickens, a stash of great pills, a dark little bunk, a tall stack of books … 02:53:56
- … a whole lot of paper, and for my wife to look in on me every few days. Cut all the other wires for awhile. A good long while. #hideme 02:56:54
- I need to practice being more loving instead of trying to practice not-being-an-asshole.
But I do think it'd be easier alone in the woods. 08:36:06
- Walking to the bus yesterday. #camellias #rust #flowers #evergreens #death in #spring
#sabi… https://t.co/UtG1xerJjK 12:13:46 - RT @DeliaTS: Going to be on cam for a little while today! –> https://t.co/I7SY7GNKiZ 13:01:01
- Sitting with my #mom. Those are her #barefeet & #tennies with pink, & my #dirtyshoes in the foreground. https://t.co/ykiurt9vPV 14:19:49
- RT @BaileyJayTweets: The Internet has everybody's hurt in it. 19:05:06
- Please, woman. PLEASE. Please don't narrate Facebook while I'm trying to enjoy my hot pop tart. 20:10:53
- If you're going to talk, it better be about something interesting, like sex, death, or poop. 20:11:28
- Do I want a glass of wine??? No. Fuck no. I WANT A GLASS OF YOUR XANAX. Why can't you just give me that. God fucking dammit. 20:23:06
- All pot does is make me want pills. 20:25:08
- But then she said something funny & I was like, damn Mommy, sometimes I love hanging out with you. And I feel like a terrible shitty person. 20:29:40
- So what do I do instead of pills? I have been eating nonstop. And will continue to do so until she goes to bed. And well after that. 20:36:45
- Saw somebody at the store my age, I went to school with. In fact, we were in special ed together. Things don't look great for her. #hometown 20:43:38
- I remember not wanting to invite her to my birthday & my mom made me. #Thankful for #mymom & all the good things she tried to teach me. 21:26:36
- Like just now at engagement ring commercial: "uggHUH!! I don't think there's ANYTHING more ugly than DIAMONDS! Jesus! I just don't GET it!" 21:29:07
- You don't know how hard I'm praying right now that she doesn't start talking about @DowntonAbbey. 21:35:12
- Why are women so adamant we be able to say no to sex, but make us feel so shitty for wanting to say no to talking &/or listening? 21:38:07
- There is NO LUBE that makes active listening less painful or more possible when my brain needs the stimuli & interruptions to stop. 21:40:23
- RT @filmystic: Happy birthday, #MarlonBrando. https://t.co/7pQdM73t8E 21:55:56
- I wish all resources spent criminalizing consensual sex went instead to solving REAL crimes like this: https://t.co/sVFnQJz2O6 22:05:47
- RT @nicolemilfie: i need to fuck something. 22:28:29
My Life Yesterday
April 3, 2016
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- RT @DeliaTS: I'm just about to log in to do some camming today! –> https://t.co/I7SY7GNKiZ 10:59:38
- Packing & transitions are not my strong suit. Especially if I have to be presentable according to other people's standards. #iwanttohide 11:15:55
- Glad I managed to pack AND made time to stretch for 15 minutes AND MASTURBATED! Also happy to have my first (mild, nice) sunburn of 2016! 16:23:54
- Good god WHY must people perfume themselves so they smell like inescapable toxic douchebag clouds of burning fancy stink?!? WHY?? #pollution 16:39:33
- I'm even meaner, grouchier, more standoffish, defensive & hostile when in too close of proximity to too many people with no easy escape. 16:43:26
- Omfg this coughing cane-tapping cunt in the tartan plaid is talking SO FUCKING LOUD about her horses & regatta glory days & STFU PLEASE. 16:49:04
- No, I don't expect that & am not even talking about that, @heazure – I'm talking about being CONSIDERATE. @chrisorourke in reply to heazure 19:11:26
My Life Yesterday
April 2, 2016
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- No car, so sending my wife @DeliaTS on her bike to get my #birthcontrol, #lactaid, etc. I myself can't be trusted on a bike with my #ADD. 12:12:38
- Getting all warmed up to our mutual 80's memories: #ThePoliticsOfDancing
https://t.co/hf0VDU7d09 12:14:06 - RT @Powells: Adult coloring books are all the rage, but who has the time? Pre-colored coloring books! https://t.co/Rzwz87Wx2F https://t.co/… 12:28:32
- My god. Thank god. She finally died. It is sad, but I'm so glad she's not still struggling and in the in-between. #goodbye #family #closure 13:49:29
- Thanks for the consoling thoughts, folks. It was really hard on my mom and sister, going on for so long. I'm shaky, sad & … elated. #grief 13:57:46
- I only just realized my grandma died on April Fool's Day. She loved to laugh & have giggle fits, but definitely wasn't a joker or prankster. 18:50:20
- It's not PC to say, but mine DOES look different & feel looser sometimes (but sometimes tighter) after marathon sex. https://t.co/PMDrP2V4Lw 18:55:33
- I have pictures of my vulva looking beat up & not at all its usual self after major fuckathons, & it felt different inside to @DeliaTS too. 18:58:36
- I absolutely don't think that's a reason NOT to have your pussy fucked hard IF THAT'S THE WAY YOU LIKE IT…and it DOES go back to "normal". 18:59:48
- RT @mistressmatisse: "Just remember that your real job is that, if you are free, you need to free somebody else." Toni Morrison 20:06:50
- Sadly grateful for reminders how a story or good thing you try to make can take on a selfish life of its own that undermines best intent. 20:34:52
- There's no such thing as nonfiction. All is biased, truths are subjectively selectively framed. Mistakes are made. 20:37:52
- Never believe you're getting anything close to whole truth if you don't see glaring contradictions & admissions of "I DON'T KNOW FOR SURE". 20:39:57
- Most of the time when one of my body parts touches another of my body parts, I can't tell which one is warmer/colder. Hand or foot? IDK. 23:11:05
My Life Yesterday
April 1, 2016
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- I need to read this, because I think about it ALL THE TIME, & how hate isn't the opposite of love: indifference is. https://t.co/ur5x4Po2mi 16:22:17
- @Blanknewt2 That is sad. 🙁 There's a difference between feeling a dark emotion & acting on it meanly. They were bonding in a shitty way. in reply to Blanknewt2 18:59:54
- Big sigh of massive relief: @DeliaTS & I just had delicious sex … I needed it (& with her especially) SO BAD! 22:34:17
